Unconditional Love

Most people say like this:
"I love you because I need you."

But my God says this all the time:
"I need you because I love you."
He really needs me, because He really loves me.

So if we believe that we shared the same image as our God, we should be able to love with sincere heart.
We can also need others because we love them, not because ulterior motives and interest.

-K-ray Cahyadi-

The Picture of Me

Try to understand and look into my heart,
Before you are convinced, from what sets me apart.
Just like a painted picture, it displays a physical image.

Your visual concept of me is all you have
That's given...
From what you saw, what you heard, what you fear
Opinions and judgments carved up into your mind, and breathe
complex descriptions of the abnormal me...

Misjudged, misguided, guiled, rejected...
This image of me is what has protected the truth inside
That I hide beneath this opposite of all your lies...

You think you know...
Know the skin off my back, who I am, how I see, think, and hear...
The human consciousness has a sense to denounce and forbear everything….
Yes! Everything...

You'll never understand the nights I suffered...
Suffered from verbal and mental fatal abuse, discrimination, rejection
So you never ever saw my artistic abilities and all; my voice, knowledge, determination, experience, and creativity were to be left unseen.

All you have is this painting,
A mere image of me...
And so I'm disinclined from almost everything....

And just to think about it, your controversial opinions are only existent in your dreams and fantasy...
So you paint a wrong picture of me...

The ones who will see it clearly will look into my eyes,
and look into my heart to understand the truth that I seek morally everyday
in a world that is not promised the day afterwards.

My First Post

About Me

I am a sinner, not religious person whatsoever.
Merely a man who try to express what he saw, what he felt, what he heard, what he learned, what he spoke to writings.

Life is an endless journey, full of colors and flavors.
Every single thing has their own reason.

I just want to tell the world the joy of living.
The journey of a sinner...
Learning the truth in Faith, Hope and Love.

Regards.......